"The discovery that feelings of social rejection and reactions to physical pain share the same hardware begins to suggest why, once loneliness becomes chronic, you cannot escape in merely by “coming out of the shell,” losing weight, getting a fashion makeover, or meeting Mr. or Mrs. Right. The pain of loneliness is deeply disruptive hurt."

"As she herself worried, she sometimes seemed cold, but that was a misimpression, a screen she put up to keep people out. The truth is not that she couldn’t love, but that she was unable to accept love from others."

Even if you leave me, I’ll be happy if I’m able to just watch you, that’s all I need
Even if you’re in the arms of another, I’ll be happy, I’ll be happy if you just remember, that’s all I need
No mater where you are, don’t get hurt. Don’t skip meals because you want to diet. You have to smile more in front of that person, prettily. 

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting them back together."

"i am going crazy because of loving you…"

since gt no one follow me, i can write crap here.. weehee~~

now time on a complicated mission..must loose weight..must really really lose weight.. damn fat already..cannot take it..

i guess how ngalemot your friend is, you only get angry at that time and realised that u wud get over it after a while

"shouldnt have cling to false hope"

i hate it when people actually plan things out rushly. Ok, its partly my fault that i trust the person but it is definitely making me angry when the person that i trust decide on things without thinking. without thinking nevermind, but try to avoid taking the responsibility is too much..

i ask u the favor of paying for the thing first coz i need to the money for this month. well u are the one hu suggest to use ur money first. so i was like ok then since i will pay u back when i get my pay later. however i am against the idea of using my money first since i really need the money. i rather wait and buy that thing later. i mean  the sales could be over but there are always other shops that might have sale later on and we wud neva noe if we cud buy it at cheaper price. i dun really talk much also since i am that tired on that day and need to go. With the mindset of that i no need to fork out the money f, i left everything to u since it shud be fine since i no need to use my money first. but wat happen in the end. it is like a betrayal. what the hell lah can. i really cant find the reason. dun u understand the meaning of paying for me first. whats the point i ask u to pay for me first when i had to pay for it in the end. i mean if i REALLY HAD TO USE MY MONEY, in the first place, i wud not have agree to that stupid idea of urs. AND IT IS DAMN EXPENSIVE, if i had known that i am gg to spend $70 for a stupid cage and stuff, i wud neva even want to buy that thing.. i mean wat can u expect from a budget person. u r rich, i am not. u shud look whether a person is able or not. $20 might not meant much to u but to me it is like half a week of my allowance gone. i told u i gt $70 that because $50 for top-up ezlink card and i really had no money juz now.. i had use the money on other stuff already thinking that u had paid for that stupid thing.. damn irritated now -.-

no money, no mood, everything gone..